In this period, if UTAR student exits in campus will be the bad thing that means they might get supplementary test. Thanks God, I’m not! When I’m inside the campus, I overheard some student’s conservation. “I hope I can get at least D because I don’t want to retake subject again.” Another said: “Well, it came to the worst you still get D but I failed the subject.”
Most of the people I met today are student who takes supplementary test. I thank God for His wonderful blessing because I never take supplementary for my degree course. Yeah! His truly wonderful support and He never fail to answer my prayer. The time is tough and I glad that His promise to me comes to pass. What I can do to repay His great love and faithfulness? I pray, O Lord! Let me understand more about you and what I did can please You.
Finally, I bought the book I wanted so much which is Good morning, Holy Spirit by Benny Hinn. I want finish read Rich dad, poor dad first before proceed to it. Reading is my interest? Definitely not! Actually, I’m a very very very lazy person but the push can make me read a lot. My reading habit starts from Harvest Times, a publication of City Harvest Church Singapore. My push is my desire to know Him more.
My dinner is steamboat together with Pei Woon. Even it is just 2 person, I enjoyed so much! Soon, she might leave here for job offer from her hometown. I definitely will lose her; she is good kaki to shopping and talks to. Losing her, I’ll be sad. Will you be sad if you lost me?
Monday, May 14, 2007
Saturday, May 12, 2007
friends n book
Just now, I have conversation together with my gang in University. All of them have training class in Amcorp Mall except me. My training class is different from them.
Some of them stayed in same hostel like me in the past. They were moved out. Sometimes, we have dinner together. I just felt something is missing.
The friendship between us can remain unchanged? The answer is yes and no. Look at my friend in hometown; everyone has his own life style. Sometimes, we do have gathering but there will kind of reporting about who has married, who bored children, their job….
Once before, I’m very good at information about my friend. Some of them will say that I’m a radio station. But, I tired for it. Now, I only became listener among them. I only updated their status in my databases. I’m interest no more about their gossip.
I’m reading a book that is called “Rich dad, poor dad”. I’m enjoying in reading it so much! I get the answer that I long to know. I’m excited in discovery the lesson that I can learn. I still have more to go.
Robert T. Kiyosaki, he delights me by his teaching.
Some of them stayed in same hostel like me in the past. They were moved out. Sometimes, we have dinner together. I just felt something is missing.
The friendship between us can remain unchanged? The answer is yes and no. Look at my friend in hometown; everyone has his own life style. Sometimes, we do have gathering but there will kind of reporting about who has married, who bored children, their job….
Once before, I’m very good at information about my friend. Some of them will say that I’m a radio station. But, I tired for it. Now, I only became listener among them. I only updated their status in my databases. I’m interest no more about their gossip.
I’m reading a book that is called “Rich dad, poor dad”. I’m enjoying in reading it so much! I get the answer that I long to know. I’m excited in discovery the lesson that I can learn. I still have more to go.
Robert T. Kiyosaki, he delights me by his teaching.
Friday, May 11, 2007
Saturday, 12 May, 2.18am
Recently, I just found out that I can’t sleep for a long time. It is definitely a bad news for people so free like me.
Finally, I decided to go to Emerge Singapore. I must do my passport before next Friday. If you are the one also want to go Emerge and don’t have passport like me, inform me maybe we can go together. My first passport, haha…it is costs me RM300.
Many of the time, peoples want me to make a choice between love and friendship. Most of the time, I chose the friendship but I lost both of them in the end. Am I wrong just because I make myself clear? Sorry if I hurt you. I have been through tough time to make decision.
I trapped in a cycle which is people hurt by me and I hurt by others. I decided to focus on you, my Lord. I know it will end it one day. I just enjoy the process so much.
Love is not a love until it is given away.
Finally, I decided to go to Emerge Singapore. I must do my passport before next Friday. If you are the one also want to go Emerge and don’t have passport like me, inform me maybe we can go together. My first passport, haha…it is costs me RM300.
Many of the time, peoples want me to make a choice between love and friendship. Most of the time, I chose the friendship but I lost both of them in the end. Am I wrong just because I make myself clear? Sorry if I hurt you. I have been through tough time to make decision.
I trapped in a cycle which is people hurt by me and I hurt by others. I decided to focus on you, my Lord. I know it will end it one day. I just enjoy the process so much.
Love is not a love until it is given away.
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
test result
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You are Wonder Woman
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huh? I'm a wonder women. Not bad.. haha..
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i'm so free!!!
I’m not in mood for blogging. My days are dull. I’m super free and currently unemployed. You may think that it is so nice because I can enjoy unlimited freedom. I’m not thinking so. Aiyaa.. I forced myself to lend some book from library. Rich dad and poor dad, I never know that my library has such popular book. Since it is free and it can kill my free time then I just lend it.
I still go back to my university for extra class training until end of this month. Hopefully I can get the job before that. The thing is I still not in mood for applying a job. The resume with me was 1 years ago when I was used it for industry training. I never updated it since after that.
I know there is something waiting in front of me. I don’t know why I’m so confident that I’ll get a job soon. I know God will always behind of me, but I have to prepare before the chance is given. I just felt that I’m lame…
If you are my friend, you can find out that I’m be the one who talk to you in msn. Forgive me because people so free like me and tends to find someone to talk. Well, I get cold – shoulder from someone. That person saw my msn message then directly appear offline. I guess I have been bad in eye of people. Sob sob..
I still go back to my university for extra class training until end of this month. Hopefully I can get the job before that. The thing is I still not in mood for applying a job. The resume with me was 1 years ago when I was used it for industry training. I never updated it since after that.
I know there is something waiting in front of me. I don’t know why I’m so confident that I’ll get a job soon. I know God will always behind of me, but I have to prepare before the chance is given. I just felt that I’m lame…
If you are my friend, you can find out that I’m be the one who talk to you in msn. Forgive me because people so free like me and tends to find someone to talk. Well, I get cold – shoulder from someone. That person saw my msn message then directly appear offline. I guess I have been bad in eye of people. Sob sob..
Thursday, May 3, 2007
night in The Orange
I have a complicated feeling. I have rejected someone and hold by another guy on the same night. Last night, I have gathering with my course mate at The Orange.
Well, The Orange is a restaurant (I was being cheated by the display of the shop) but it was not that I expected. Actually, it is a pub. I don’t like the environment because it makes me headache. The music is too loud and environment is dark.
I try to make myself comfortable in such environment but I could not make it! My face can tell all of my feeling. My friend asked me “Why I look so miserable? Why you are not enjoyed?” I have pretended to give them a best smile I have but I can’t.
After that, there are a few people were starting drunk. I give alarm to myself to stay away from these people. I rather hid myself in a corner.
At the end of party, I thought I can leave the place for good but the things did not turned out as I assumed. MC started read out the wishes written by us. But, I did not take part of it. Little expected, my name is being mentioned in someone’s wish.
Chee Horng’s wish was he wish Tan Kok Lin and Tan Ting Fang can hold each other for 5 second. Huh? I was shocked!!! Law Chee Horng!!! I never expected I’ll the one of them. Luckily, Kok Lin left already. Phew.. Do you think I can escape? The answer is not! MC requested that since Kok Lin left already then Chee Horng should hold me. I strongly disagree! I was keep hitting Chee Horng and I really don’t want. At the end, I was defeated by the crowd. I have gone out to hold Chee Horng for 5 seconds. This is the longest 5 seconds that I ever tested. I just felt very embarrassed. Chee Horng tricked by other to hold Michelle also. LOL..
Another wish by unknown person was Tan Kok Lin and Tan Ting Fang can have a dance. Luckily that person did not pen down his name. I’m escaped from it. Thanks God! All of my gang was laughing non-stop. What? Why? My name was mentioned again..
LOL.. What happen to all my dear friends? Why you all keep saying Kok Lin and me? Even though I get used by this kind of rumors but the wish you write.. Aiyoo.. Special thanks to Kok Lin, thanks for you are not there.
Ok lor.. At least I have memory what I have done in graduation party. The party is over and the new journey is beginning. I’m can’t wait for it. Job + serving… Faith stretching.. I’m exciting with my journey with God.
Well, The Orange is a restaurant (I was being cheated by the display of the shop) but it was not that I expected. Actually, it is a pub. I don’t like the environment because it makes me headache. The music is too loud and environment is dark.
I try to make myself comfortable in such environment but I could not make it! My face can tell all of my feeling. My friend asked me “Why I look so miserable? Why you are not enjoyed?” I have pretended to give them a best smile I have but I can’t.
After that, there are a few people were starting drunk. I give alarm to myself to stay away from these people. I rather hid myself in a corner.
At the end of party, I thought I can leave the place for good but the things did not turned out as I assumed. MC started read out the wishes written by us. But, I did not take part of it. Little expected, my name is being mentioned in someone’s wish.
Chee Horng’s wish was he wish Tan Kok Lin and Tan Ting Fang can hold each other for 5 second. Huh? I was shocked!!! Law Chee Horng!!! I never expected I’ll the one of them. Luckily, Kok Lin left already. Phew.. Do you think I can escape? The answer is not! MC requested that since Kok Lin left already then Chee Horng should hold me. I strongly disagree! I was keep hitting Chee Horng and I really don’t want. At the end, I was defeated by the crowd. I have gone out to hold Chee Horng for 5 seconds. This is the longest 5 seconds that I ever tested. I just felt very embarrassed. Chee Horng tricked by other to hold Michelle also. LOL..
Another wish by unknown person was Tan Kok Lin and Tan Ting Fang can have a dance. Luckily that person did not pen down his name. I’m escaped from it. Thanks God! All of my gang was laughing non-stop. What? Why? My name was mentioned again..
LOL.. What happen to all my dear friends? Why you all keep saying Kok Lin and me? Even though I get used by this kind of rumors but the wish you write.. Aiyoo.. Special thanks to Kok Lin, thanks for you are not there.
Ok lor.. At least I have memory what I have done in graduation party. The party is over and the new journey is beginning. I’m can’t wait for it. Job + serving… Faith stretching.. I’m exciting with my journey with God.
6:49pm
Today is great day! Finally, I finished all my papers. Yeah!
After that, I went to One Utama together with my friends for movie. We were watched Spider 3. No comment about movie. But I have comment for a few young boys who were sat behind me especially the one who was sit right behind of me. Please, stop kicking the seat which in front of you.
I kept told myself that SLOW TO ANGER or else I think I’ll stand, pointing at you and said “hey, you! Please stop kicking, you are annoying!” Can you imagine that person behind of you keep kicking your seat for whole session of movie. I know your legs very long. After that, I realize my height is not that short and I started to sit on the seat straight to block his view. The outcome is sure, he stops kicking. He has sat straight because I purposely block his view. So, this is good way to solve the problem. :p
One day, when I was on my way went back from church to home in hometown and it happened something that I’m not forget until today. I was in Jennifer’s car. She also fetched another church member went back to her house. Inside the car, her son asked her a question: “Mum, isn’t Dad committed adultery? Why he did not come church together with us?” Three of us were shocked by this little boy’s saying.
His mum told us about his dad’s story. Actually, it was not like what little boy thought. His dad is free thinker. Before and even after married, he followed his wife to go to church. After she gave birth of child, he still remains go to church even he is not committed. When his child was 5 years old, the little boy is starting on fire to believe in Jesus. His dad turned to another person. He refused to go to church. He even quarrels over this matter with his wife.
In my heart, I told myself that I’ll never let this happened in my life. Thanks for my brother remind me that what I should do. I should have set standard for myself that if you are not a believer; please step out of my life. I don’t want push you in and push out by you. If you willing, we still can be friend. Other than this, I’m very sorry. Don’t always think that religious is not an issue. It is!
After that, I went to One Utama together with my friends for movie. We were watched Spider 3. No comment about movie. But I have comment for a few young boys who were sat behind me especially the one who was sit right behind of me. Please, stop kicking the seat which in front of you.
I kept told myself that SLOW TO ANGER or else I think I’ll stand, pointing at you and said “hey, you! Please stop kicking, you are annoying!” Can you imagine that person behind of you keep kicking your seat for whole session of movie. I know your legs very long. After that, I realize my height is not that short and I started to sit on the seat straight to block his view. The outcome is sure, he stops kicking. He has sat straight because I purposely block his view. So, this is good way to solve the problem. :p
One day, when I was on my way went back from church to home in hometown and it happened something that I’m not forget until today. I was in Jennifer’s car. She also fetched another church member went back to her house. Inside the car, her son asked her a question: “Mum, isn’t Dad committed adultery? Why he did not come church together with us?” Three of us were shocked by this little boy’s saying.
His mum told us about his dad’s story. Actually, it was not like what little boy thought. His dad is free thinker. Before and even after married, he followed his wife to go to church. After she gave birth of child, he still remains go to church even he is not committed. When his child was 5 years old, the little boy is starting on fire to believe in Jesus. His dad turned to another person. He refused to go to church. He even quarrels over this matter with his wife.
In my heart, I told myself that I’ll never let this happened in my life. Thanks for my brother remind me that what I should do. I should have set standard for myself that if you are not a believer; please step out of my life. I don’t want push you in and push out by you. If you willing, we still can be friend. Other than this, I’m very sorry. Don’t always think that religious is not an issue. It is!
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