alex break my heart

Well, Deno is my coach. Just my coach.

Alex didn't reply my email, my heart pain. Tis is feeling make me want to hv big cry.
You break my heart..

龙爸爸

等着我的龙爸爸!

Hmm... I hv a very special feeling towards Deno. Coz the way he dance! Coz the way he acts. Coz the way he catch ppl's attention. The most important things is he has tattoo!

I hv very unique feeling abt ppl who has tattoo. It is becoz Tim has tattoo.

17th coming soon

After watched the drama, I cried for so long.. maybe I cried for u did not love me..

I asked myself whether I still love u? I can sure that I did not love u anymore.

Maybe I so sad d ur love to me is so little...

Or.. ur bday is coming soon, I sad that I can't celebrate wf u.. I so emo..

I decided not to disclosed tis website anymore.. only for me to express my real feeling.

changes

wow.. it is so amazing!

so much changes on me for past few months
contract staff-> permanent staff
work fr menara sunway-> menara maxis

one thing is remain unchanged
i'm still single!! haha..
need to work hard for that. ^^

let go

ahem.. when i thought that it is very hard to let tim go. in fact, i'm the main reason for that.

when i watched a drama, if u really want to let go something even thought 1 second, u are able to do so. i delight by that. goodbye my past, u're welcome-> my present!

at the same time, my heart seems cling to someone else. he is aaron ang. my god!!!! when i know that he might go to oversea to further his studies. for no reason, i'm so sad. last time, when i knew that he was after other girls, my heart sink into the deep sea.

i lost interest for all the thing include God. since there is no possible between us, i left God n church. isn't too much disapoitment or him, i'm not very sure.

to him, i just normal person. he might forget who am i.

to me, i just can't figure out that why his impact to me is so high. -_-

i think that there is one thing that will never change.

nothing gonna change my love for you.. tim

but i'll keep you in my heart safely.

2010

wow... i drop by to update something abt me..
i have so much changes after so long.

first of all, God seems so far to me. i left church and my faith. finally, i realized that the reason that i'm stayed in Christ because i wanted to be attached to the believer. my new goals is i decided to remain single. i hate to beg others to fetch me to church. when there is no purpose, i left.

secondly, all these while i always live for others. since young till my uni life, my life center is my mum. after i got attached, i live for them. after that, i live for God. i never live for myself. i'm doing too little to myself, i start spend more for myself, make myself more healthier.. i joined gym club and travel around.. all because me..

i happy with what i have. i told myself that if i got married, i'll only married to rich guy. yes, i after money.