hand

“前一阵子去听冯姐和李哥的“爱情麻辣汤”，冯姐也奉劝女生别轻易让男人牵自己的手。她说女人让人牵手就会将感情通通透过那一只手传送到对方身体里。也就是说女人会因为牵手而付出生命的一切。所以男人也要小心，以免牵手以后分手会粉碎那个女孩的一生。”

This is what I copied from Michelle’s blog. Attention to all girl, don’t simply let the guy holds your hands. When a boy holds girl’s hands, the feeling of love will spread out from her to him. Girl will pay all she can because the boy holds her hands. So, all the men must aware of this, or you will break her heart.

I rise up my hand and my feet to support her view. Somebody said ring finger is linked with the heart. When you holds her hand and you actually touch her heart.

Because of you hold my hand, I give all I can to you. Because of you hold my hand, I give my heart to you. Because of you hold my hand, I know how to love. Because of you hold my hand, my focus only on you. Because of you hold my hand…...

days in hometown

I was having wonderful time with my family. My mum was very happy with what we did for her birthday. Roses were her gift. She was overjoyed with it. It is proven again that girl likes roses no matter how young or old they are.

As I traveled back to KL, I met my ex-classmate whose name is Chee Heng. His seat was in front of me. I chatted with him around 45 minute. Once before, he was my class monitor. His house is nearby with my one. If we have extra class, he will fetch me back to my house.

We seldom talked in the class even in the car. Many of time, he will played Jay Chou’s song and sings along with it. Sometimes, I don’t like followed his car because we are not even talk in the car. After graduated from secondary school, we never met each other again. The funny thing is today we have ever long talk.

Once before, I worked as temporary teacher in primary school. I met one of my students but he was shy to call me. His mother was my colleague over there. She informed me that he is secondary student now. Suddenly, I felt that time is passed so fast. Three years ago, I was his teacher and he was standard 4 students. Now, he is secondary student and I'm graduate soon. I felt that I’m old.

It’s good to go back to spend time with my family and met someone who you never expected. I just love it so much.

my mood is bad!

I should be in Pudu by then but I can’t move myself to there.

I very dislike being pushed by someone. I know that my mum’s birthday hence I planed to go back. Then, my sis called me and mention about this to me. I planned to go back for few days. The following week, she called me everyday. The discussion is all about whether I confirmed to go back or not and commanded me to go back early.

Frankly, I know that what I should do. The call from her insists me to go back early on yesterday. My anger is arisen. I told her that you make me felt that I don’t want to go back. I stopped our conversation before I’m implored. Then, I received her call again in next minute. Arghhh…………………………………………… But, I still manage control my anger and answered her call politely.

Then, my sis messaged me a very long sms to lecture me. I choose to bear it by not reply her.

Truly, I don’t like other people to nag me expect my mum. If you are keeping nag me, you only make me headache. Please! I admitted that I don’t good temper, so please don’t try me!

Am I bad? Am I having bad attitude? Yes, I’m. Jesus, please take my wheel. Every area of my life is so mess...

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self photo

I like this photo very much.

This is my photo. Phew… not that bad. Will try to get more from my friends.

a day in school before exam

Today is special day for me. I spent my whole day in school for photo taking. I so exhausted.

Special thanks to Anne who helps me to make up. Thanks a lot! Actually, I don’t really like to make up because I look like turned to another person. I’ll step into working life soon so I can’t avoid it. I should learn how to make up now.

After that, we have met my president of my university. During the refreshment, she talked to us. She is a nice lady. I don’t like talk to this kind of person because she definitely to forget who am I and the talk is blank.

One of the officers in UTAR is very nice; she shared a lot thing with us. I very appreciate the time spent with her. Nice~~ at the end of our talk, she thought that I’m a singer. Haha.. She is very surprised that I’m the student.

If I not make up, people will think that I’m younger. As I went for career fair hold in Mid Valley and I met my hometown’s friend there. Her friend can’t believe my age. Wow… :p happy. My conclusion is make up makes me look old.

I’ll upload my photo soon.

stay

My final exam is just around corner. It is my last exam for my student life. Continue to study to get master degree? My answer is NOT for the moment.

After that, I have to apart with my university’s friends. I really can’t felt anything. People are comes in and out in my life, I have learn to get used of it.

Finally, I chose to stay in KL first. This is a guide from God. I believe that He revealed His plan for me. Now, I’m very clear where should I be. Thanks God for all that.

Recently, my cell group leader is kind of nervous when she knows that I might leave here. She cares me so much and my heart felt so warm. I’ll never forget about you who asked me to stay here whether you means or not. Haha.. The word you said and the song you sang. I do care even my reaction are not. Sorry, I’m the person who is slow in response.

Since I choose to stay here, I think I will join choir in my church. I stepped out to serve really out of my plan. This is new challenger for my life. The reason of not serve is I afraid I’ll be kind of person will burned out and lost my passion to my God. The test is so tough and I pray I can overcome!