Finally, I have sometime to write down my blog. Life is so good with God and with Tim.
Today is Easter! I thank God for whatever He has did for us on 2000 years ago. Otherwise, I could not imagine what will happen on me now. I’m in tear while I was watching drama how Jesus was crucified. His love is great! Thank you, my Lord.
Tim, to me he is so special and he is very important person for me. I felt secured when he is beside me. I pray that he will be last for me.
Seriously I don’t know what should pen down. Just stop here.. continue on next time..
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Sunday, February 17, 2008
monday
Accidentally detect someone’s wireless connection, so I can online before depart to work.
In this fallen world, everywhere is full with disappointment. I can’t escape from it. Thanks for sermon of Keith, let me realize that it’s ok to felt disappointment but don’t dwelt in it. Yes! I disappoint with what you have done! ^&%^%$#& After that, forgive and forget. The most thing is it’s time to move on!
Suddenly I recharged back and gained back the energy to fight! But right now, I more excited because I will Cameron Highlands on tomorrow. Yes!!! Free trip!
In this fallen world, everywhere is full with disappointment. I can’t escape from it. Thanks for sermon of Keith, let me realize that it’s ok to felt disappointment but don’t dwelt in it. Yes! I disappoint with what you have done! ^&%^%$#& After that, forgive and forget. The most thing is it’s time to move on!
Suddenly I recharged back and gained back the energy to fight! But right now, I more excited because I will Cameron Highlands on tomorrow. Yes!!! Free trip!
i'm back
I’m back! I’m back! Back on track to all the thing I need to be done.
After the bible study with Shirley, I simply felt so good! I just like to dwell in the world to learn the more things about God. I glad that I’m the one who make all these happen. I’m the person who asked Shirley to teach me bible study and I take initiative to ask her free time to teach me. I done all these because of God and I don’t want to disappoint God again.
In my career, I need refocus back to all the thing I must be done. First of all, I would like to thanks Tim. Tim, I appreciate all you have done to me. Every time hear your voice simply make me felt so motivated! I’m so excited listen to your achievement. I pray that I on the right track to move forward together with you.
Never forget about Suki, Hui Min and Jacob. You all are my star of the month. Always be there for me.
New Year and new beginning! 2008! I so excited! Thanks for challenge to make me became stronger.
Enjoy so much at Starbucks, listen to the music and spend all my time to do the thing which is benefit to me. Time to head back my home! See you next time!
After the bible study with Shirley, I simply felt so good! I just like to dwell in the world to learn the more things about God. I glad that I’m the one who make all these happen. I’m the person who asked Shirley to teach me bible study and I take initiative to ask her free time to teach me. I done all these because of God and I don’t want to disappoint God again.
In my career, I need refocus back to all the thing I must be done. First of all, I would like to thanks Tim. Tim, I appreciate all you have done to me. Every time hear your voice simply make me felt so motivated! I’m so excited listen to your achievement. I pray that I on the right track to move forward together with you.
Never forget about Suki, Hui Min and Jacob. You all are my star of the month. Always be there for me.
New Year and new beginning! 2008! I so excited! Thanks for challenge to make me became stronger.
Enjoy so much at Starbucks, listen to the music and spend all my time to do the thing which is benefit to me. Time to head back my home! See you next time!
Sunday, January 20, 2008
stable
Stability is what I’m looking for. Continue doing what I’m doing. Prefer alone and please do not disturb me.
Out of love is process in the life. It has been a big deal for me but not more. Even sometime heart will pain but I told myself it is the choice that I already make. Just bear it and time will heal it. Definitely God will heal my pain!
Seriously felt want to get married! Who care that I don’t have partner right now, I just want it and I know it will happened. That is why I said I want have a stable life.
Whatever already passed I chose to let go. He already gets out from my circle and I will not keep staying there. I think my pastor is right. As a Christian, we should decide and set a standard before stepped into any relationship and DO NOT decide only when the men who is looking for you. God fearing is my priority for my life time partner. I have done the mistake and I know I would not repeat again.
Am I too religion and holy? At least for my soul mate, I will continue and hold it tight. If you are not a Christian, I have to say sorry because I don’t want repeat my mistake again.
To who is read my blog now, I’m ok. Please do not worry me, I’m old enough to be independent.
Out of love is process in the life. It has been a big deal for me but not more. Even sometime heart will pain but I told myself it is the choice that I already make. Just bear it and time will heal it. Definitely God will heal my pain!
Seriously felt want to get married! Who care that I don’t have partner right now, I just want it and I know it will happened. That is why I said I want have a stable life.
Whatever already passed I chose to let go. He already gets out from my circle and I will not keep staying there. I think my pastor is right. As a Christian, we should decide and set a standard before stepped into any relationship and DO NOT decide only when the men who is looking for you. God fearing is my priority for my life time partner. I have done the mistake and I know I would not repeat again.
Am I too religion and holy? At least for my soul mate, I will continue and hold it tight. If you are not a Christian, I have to say sorry because I don’t want repeat my mistake again.
To who is read my blog now, I’m ok. Please do not worry me, I’m old enough to be independent.
Thursday, December 27, 2007
2007
Wow! 2008 just around the corner!
2007 has become another memory for me. Thank for 2007, I truly experience a lot!
I have face dramatically changes from student to working adult and also from single get into love relationship and back to single again.
Well, I enjoy my single status and I still don’t know how balance my life with another person. Yes, I think I’m selfish and I don’t want sacrife for everyone’ sake. I can’t cope with lifestyle like that.
I still love Jerry but it does not mean that I will reconcile with him again. I think he also doesn’t want. Sometimes, my heart will still pain whenever think about him but I believe God will heal and cure.
To love Jerry,
Sometimes, I don’t understand why you purposely want to hurt me. In front of me, you called other girl as your wife and have close relationship with another girl. I don’t understand why you do so. I think you want me to give up you completely. When every time you do so, it does drive me crazy and I want explore! But I still maintain my attitude and cry back behind you.
I think my friend is right, I’m so fake in front of you. I think you also. Why we end up like this? Why we keep hurting each other?
I truly thank God for delight me! I don’t keep hatred in my heart and I don’t want to blame anyone. God teach me a lesson which is let go and still love.
When the moment I chose forgive and forget, my heart does not pain again for the moment. I found out the greatest love in this world is love of God to me.
I still love you my lao gong, Jerry. But let us not to hurt each other again. I know I lost you forever already. Don’t worry, no matter what happen I won’t go back to you again. I respect your decision.
Everything is happen by choice and not by chance. My choice is still remain let you go and your choice is our relationship should not go on. Alright, let us stick the choice that we already make. Maybe we are not mean to be together.
2007 has become another memory for me. Thank for 2007, I truly experience a lot!
I have face dramatically changes from student to working adult and also from single get into love relationship and back to single again.
Well, I enjoy my single status and I still don’t know how balance my life with another person. Yes, I think I’m selfish and I don’t want sacrife for everyone’ sake. I can’t cope with lifestyle like that.
I still love Jerry but it does not mean that I will reconcile with him again. I think he also doesn’t want. Sometimes, my heart will still pain whenever think about him but I believe God will heal and cure.
To love Jerry,
Sometimes, I don’t understand why you purposely want to hurt me. In front of me, you called other girl as your wife and have close relationship with another girl. I don’t understand why you do so. I think you want me to give up you completely. When every time you do so, it does drive me crazy and I want explore! But I still maintain my attitude and cry back behind you.
I think my friend is right, I’m so fake in front of you. I think you also. Why we end up like this? Why we keep hurting each other?
I truly thank God for delight me! I don’t keep hatred in my heart and I don’t want to blame anyone. God teach me a lesson which is let go and still love.
When the moment I chose forgive and forget, my heart does not pain again for the moment. I found out the greatest love in this world is love of God to me.
I still love you my lao gong, Jerry. But let us not to hurt each other again. I know I lost you forever already. Don’t worry, no matter what happen I won’t go back to you again. I respect your decision.
Everything is happen by choice and not by chance. My choice is still remain let you go and your choice is our relationship should not go on. Alright, let us stick the choice that we already make. Maybe we are not mean to be together.
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
lose you
It has been so long I did not online at all. I have face crisis in my love life and I lose him.
I thought it will perfectly well to me but actually are not. Whenever he is closer, my heart is pain and my tears want to drop down.
Thanks for Suki! You are truly my buddy! Thank for your patient to listen my phone call and asked me not to cry. I was crying while I was speaking to her.
On the yesterday night, I was crying badly and sadly until I don’t know how to stop it. So, I decided to call Suki again. After a long talk, I found out that how bad I was to him. I really need to make decision whether to stay or move on.
When I was found out I’m the one who make mistake, I stop crying and thinking about the decision I should make.
Maybe, we will remain as friend or.. I don’t know and I don’t have any idea.
To love Jerry,
Sorry for all thing. I know I’m unreasonable all the time. I know you are so tired dealing with me. Why you refuse to say anything and comment about me?
I always said I’m willing to let you go but I couldn’t did it.
At least, we should cool down first. My trust to you is too little because I’m selfish and I want protect myself from being hurt by others. While you said, I don’t think we should go on. Without hesitate, I agree with you.
Right now, I would not beg you to come back to my life again. Maybe we should where we stay and remain as friend.
When the time with you, I totally lost balance in my career, family, friend and religion life.
Right now, I do like the feeling that I have more focus in my career rather than you. I was motivated to do all the thing to grow my team because I don’t have anyone to depend on. Do or die! Even I go back to you, I can’t overcome that and I think break up still will become our ending.
Learn to be more independent!
I thought it will perfectly well to me but actually are not. Whenever he is closer, my heart is pain and my tears want to drop down.
Thanks for Suki! You are truly my buddy! Thank for your patient to listen my phone call and asked me not to cry. I was crying while I was speaking to her.
On the yesterday night, I was crying badly and sadly until I don’t know how to stop it. So, I decided to call Suki again. After a long talk, I found out that how bad I was to him. I really need to make decision whether to stay or move on.
When I was found out I’m the one who make mistake, I stop crying and thinking about the decision I should make.
Maybe, we will remain as friend or.. I don’t know and I don’t have any idea.
To love Jerry,
Sorry for all thing. I know I’m unreasonable all the time. I know you are so tired dealing with me. Why you refuse to say anything and comment about me?
I always said I’m willing to let you go but I couldn’t did it.
At least, we should cool down first. My trust to you is too little because I’m selfish and I want protect myself from being hurt by others. While you said, I don’t think we should go on. Without hesitate, I agree with you.
Right now, I would not beg you to come back to my life again. Maybe we should where we stay and remain as friend.
When the time with you, I totally lost balance in my career, family, friend and religion life.
Right now, I do like the feeling that I have more focus in my career rather than you. I was motivated to do all the thing to grow my team because I don’t have anyone to depend on. Do or die! Even I go back to you, I can’t overcome that and I think break up still will become our ending.
Learn to be more independent!
Monday, October 15, 2007
幸福
我是一个不善于表达的人，不喜欢对外人说私人的事。所以，很多亲密朋友并不是很了解我。即使不高兴，我宁愿选择一个人偷偷哭泣而不对人诉苦。
因为假日，所以多了和老公相处的时间。坦诚相对，互相说了很多心里话。说着说着，把心中的不满都说了出来，眼泪跟着就流了下来，没想到因此让我们的关系更进一步。
老公说的话蛮感动我的，因为这个机会让他更了解我，发现他很爱很爱我这个什么事都收在心底的傻瓜，偶然发现我们两个有很多相似的地方。
前几天，跌倒到很糟糕，整个人叭在地上。老公特地来照顾我并且很心疼得为我擦药，还蛮感动的。
我想所谓的幸福就是如此，有爱你的人在你身边疼惜着你。
因为假日，所以多了和老公相处的时间。坦诚相对，互相说了很多心里话。说着说着，把心中的不满都说了出来，眼泪跟着就流了下来，没想到因此让我们的关系更进一步。
老公说的话蛮感动我的，因为这个机会让他更了解我，发现他很爱很爱我这个什么事都收在心底的傻瓜，偶然发现我们两个有很多相似的地方。
前几天，跌倒到很糟糕，整个人叭在地上。老公特地来照顾我并且很心疼得为我擦药，还蛮感动的。
我想所谓的幸福就是如此，有爱你的人在你身边疼惜着你。
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