stable

Stability is what I’m looking for. Continue doing what I’m doing. Prefer alone and please do not disturb me.

Out of love is process in the life. It has been a big deal for me but not more. Even sometime heart will pain but I told myself it is the choice that I already make. Just bear it and time will heal it. Definitely God will heal my pain!

Seriously felt want to get married! Who care that I don’t have partner right now, I just want it and I know it will happened. That is why I said I want have a stable life.

Whatever already passed I chose to let go. He already gets out from my circle and I will not keep staying there. I think my pastor is right. As a Christian, we should decide and set a standard before stepped into any relationship and DO NOT decide only when the men who is looking for you. God fearing is my priority for my life time partner. I have done the mistake and I know I would not repeat again.

Am I too religion and holy? At least for my soul mate, I will continue and hold it tight. If you are not a Christian, I have to say sorry because I don’t want repeat my mistake again.

To who is read my blog now, I’m ok. Please do not worry me, I’m old enough to be independent.