I was being highly motivated and challenged by a Thai girl. I just found out how dependent I’m.
She is a tough girl. She doesn’t know the culture of our country and she able to prove herself less than a half day. I was ashamed by myself. She has a good work ethic.
She started her work same day as me but we have much different in many ways. I have admitted that she is better than me.
What Jerry said also imparted me a lot. Your result did not come along by cross your finger and pray that God will do all this for you. It did impart me a lot! I know very well that God will be always on my side and I take it for granted. I misinterpreted word of God!
Just now I have a talk with other colleague. When he talks to me about how Jerry is overprotected me even though I was aware of it but I ignored it. I realize that I’m so dependent on him! While Jerry’s working area is different from me and Jerry told him that he was worry sick about me. He eventually goes there to find me. That day my emotionally strength is damn low but not because of him. I just need an encouragement to find back my momentum. He called me to check out on me and I informed him about that. After that, he came to meet me. He is pampered me too much!
I need growth to become more mature and can’t rely on people too much. Today I really learnt a lot from the Thai girl. Thanks God for this previous lesson!
Keep on fighting for my future!
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Friday, July 13, 2007
a day with YB
Today I have a great privilege to talk to YB in Klang. YB is stand for Yang Berhormat.
For your information, he is the one who has the most authority in Klang. I never know that he is such great man. Before his identity being exposed, he was acted like normal citizen.
Even Jerry addressed him as YB; I still don’t know what is going on. After he left, Jerry starts to inform me how powerful he is. By knowing today is his birthday as well as to show appreciate that he joined our program, so I just send him a sms to greet him.
Little expected, he eventually calls me back and thanks me. I’m shock about this. I just felt very honor that I can receive the call from such powerful man.
Thanks guide from Holy Spirit, he is the one who lead me to the place. Once again, God is so real in my life!
For your information, he is the one who has the most authority in Klang. I never know that he is such great man. Before his identity being exposed, he was acted like normal citizen.
Even Jerry addressed him as YB; I still don’t know what is going on. After he left, Jerry starts to inform me how powerful he is. By knowing today is his birthday as well as to show appreciate that he joined our program, so I just send him a sms to greet him.
Little expected, he eventually calls me back and thanks me. I’m shock about this. I just felt very honor that I can receive the call from such powerful man.
Thanks guide from Holy Spirit, he is the one who lead me to the place. Once again, God is so real in my life!
Monday, July 9, 2007
workaholic
I never know that I’m a workaholic. Once before, I have perception that it will never apply on me. I just realize that I’m wrong.
My boss has given the command to my leader that I must go back on 7.30pm. My leader has forced me go back on that time. Jerry said I have strong team spirit. I think he is right. I can’t bear to left my team alone to go back alone.
Last week, I supposed to rest on Sunday. By knowing that my team is fighting to hit leadership criteria and I’m willing fight together with them. After I came back from church service, I rush to work. Even I was tired when I travel to destination but when I reach the destination, I changed and ready to work.
One thing I’m sure that I really like working environment and people over that. I felt bless for what God has done in my life. Praise God!
My boss has given the command to my leader that I must go back on 7.30pm. My leader has forced me go back on that time. Jerry said I have strong team spirit. I think he is right. I can’t bear to left my team alone to go back alone.
Last week, I supposed to rest on Sunday. By knowing that my team is fighting to hit leadership criteria and I’m willing fight together with them. After I came back from church service, I rush to work. Even I was tired when I travel to destination but when I reach the destination, I changed and ready to work.
One thing I’m sure that I really like working environment and people over that. I felt bless for what God has done in my life. Praise God!
Sunday, July 8, 2007
latest
After a week of working, I’m super tired! I’m surprise myself for being able to work for long time and still committed to my job.
My leader, Jerry treats me damn nice! When I need to go back early for cell group, he is willing to let me go to attend it. I touch by his care to me. He has a girlfriend already; I just felt that his girlfriend is lucky. I wonder that whether I can get someone like him as my boyfriend. Haha…
My boss also thinks highly on me. While I’m on my way to cell group, he called me. He asked me to introduce church member like me to work for him. I just felt that I’m not good enough. Just think back what Jack and Jerry did, I nearly cry. I was touch by them.
I’m willing run Jerry’s vision that will cost me many thing. Without vision and dream, people will perish. I felt very honor can meet people like them. Thanks God!
Right now, I still can balance between my Christian life and working life. Just reflect back about Jacob’s sharing after the prayer meeting. During that time, I was about to start my work and uncertain about my future. When he said let us shine together in marketplace for Jesus, I’m unclear about that. Right now, thanks God for able let me to do so.
Even there is somebody advised me that don’t forget about God, I was very unhappy for that! That person doesn’t have idea about I walk for more 30 minute for attended cell group. I walk until my leg is injured. I was angry for what he/she has said.
I just felt disappoint about why the church member is disappoint with what I have achieved in the marketplace. Anyway, I don’t think that be a poor Christian can show that you have holy faith.
Just like Pastor Robb Thompson's teaching, you must be aware the kind of friend will fail you. In my heart, I just know that I will never develop deep relationship with the person like this.
Am I too emotional? My answer is yes! Everything regards Jesus, forgive me became too emotional because I’m serious in Love with my Lord especially you doubt my love towards Jesus.
My leader, Jerry treats me damn nice! When I need to go back early for cell group, he is willing to let me go to attend it. I touch by his care to me. He has a girlfriend already; I just felt that his girlfriend is lucky. I wonder that whether I can get someone like him as my boyfriend. Haha…
My boss also thinks highly on me. While I’m on my way to cell group, he called me. He asked me to introduce church member like me to work for him. I just felt that I’m not good enough. Just think back what Jack and Jerry did, I nearly cry. I was touch by them.
I’m willing run Jerry’s vision that will cost me many thing. Without vision and dream, people will perish. I felt very honor can meet people like them. Thanks God!
Right now, I still can balance between my Christian life and working life. Just reflect back about Jacob’s sharing after the prayer meeting. During that time, I was about to start my work and uncertain about my future. When he said let us shine together in marketplace for Jesus, I’m unclear about that. Right now, thanks God for able let me to do so.
Even there is somebody advised me that don’t forget about God, I was very unhappy for that! That person doesn’t have idea about I walk for more 30 minute for attended cell group. I walk until my leg is injured. I was angry for what he/she has said.
I just felt disappoint about why the church member is disappoint with what I have achieved in the marketplace. Anyway, I don’t think that be a poor Christian can show that you have holy faith.
Just like Pastor Robb Thompson's teaching, you must be aware the kind of friend will fail you. In my heart, I just know that I will never develop deep relationship with the person like this.
Am I too emotional? My answer is yes! Everything regards Jesus, forgive me became too emotional because I’m serious in Love with my Lord especially you doubt my love towards Jesus.
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
second day
Today is another working day. Super tired~~
My team leader, Jerry spent some time with me to train me. While he is having his tea time break with me and he asked me a FAQ. Do you have a boyfriend?
I just smile and told him that I don’t have any. After that he start to promote his friend to me, he try his best to tell me how good Pang is. I just turn down his kindness and told him that I would not accept a non-believer. He told me that Pang is a free thinker and asked me to bring him to church.
Well, I think I would not do so. It is because the purpose is different already. I should bring him to know God and not convert his religion for own purpose.
I just felt glad that people think that I’m the right person. Thanks God! Haha.. But, I still keep holding my standard which is if you are not Christian then we can’t go further.
Be the right person! Yeah!
My team leader, Jerry spent some time with me to train me. While he is having his tea time break with me and he asked me a FAQ. Do you have a boyfriend?
I just smile and told him that I don’t have any. After that he start to promote his friend to me, he try his best to tell me how good Pang is. I just turn down his kindness and told him that I would not accept a non-believer. He told me that Pang is a free thinker and asked me to bring him to church.
Well, I think I would not do so. It is because the purpose is different already. I should bring him to know God and not convert his religion for own purpose.
I just felt glad that people think that I’m the right person. Thanks God! Haha.. But, I still keep holding my standard which is if you are not Christian then we can’t go further.
Be the right person! Yeah!
Monday, July 2, 2007
sorry, Dad
Today is my first day working. I only undergo in house training and after that I can go back already.
Well, I don’t enjoy that much. It is because I’m super tired. After 2 days conference, my energy level has exceeded the maximum level. I need time to recover.
My dad called me just now, I felt bad because I can’t go back to meet him. I think I never meet him again after Chinese New Year. He is missing me. haih…
Dad, I'm so sorry.
Well, I don’t enjoy that much. It is because I’m super tired. After 2 days conference, my energy level has exceeded the maximum level. I need time to recover.
My dad called me just now, I felt bad because I can’t go back to meet him. I think I never meet him again after Chinese New Year. He is missing me. haih…
Dad, I'm so sorry.
Sunday, July 1, 2007
i could not think the title for this
After 2 days conference together with Rev Kong Hee, I felt bless!
He is a man of God! Throughout whole session, we never lack of presence of God. I’m sure that Rev Kong is a key for the answer. He is able to bring along presence of God wherever he go.
This week, I just found that I was being prophesied by others for 3 times. Whoa~~~ I do hope that all of them will became true. Haha… In the service just now, I sit together with Suki’s aunty. She said that I’m finance minister. Oh my God! So nice~~
Tomorrow will be my first day for working. No matter what will happen, I just pray that God will always be with me.
He is a man of God! Throughout whole session, we never lack of presence of God. I’m sure that Rev Kong is a key for the answer. He is able to bring along presence of God wherever he go.
This week, I just found that I was being prophesied by others for 3 times. Whoa~~~ I do hope that all of them will became true. Haha… In the service just now, I sit together with Suki’s aunty. She said that I’m finance minister. Oh my God! So nice~~
Tomorrow will be my first day for working. No matter what will happen, I just pray that God will always be with me.
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