Ronnie is back.. I so delights

At least, I didn't felt down anymore. Even I hv no feeling to him, his back make me felt happy. Thank you, ronnie.

2 weeks remains..

I wonders why impact so strong. I extremely down when he is not around.

First thing was he play the song before the class finished, I almost cry.

Second thing was when I inform yin sin the truth I sad for his absence, I almost cry again.

This time I really over-reacted. Myke, I just into you. How about u?

Right now, my location at kampar to enjoy a peaceful break..

Even I can't see a beautiful star but I love peace here. This is the place which is suitable for children to grow up and hv
a nice memory.

Currently myke still away. 3 weeks remains.

Out of super good mood, aaron chat with me. Only for yesterday, I think we won't hv much changes. Just remains as facebook friends.

Can't wait for phuket trip where I can close my love, sea again. Walk along the beach with beautiful star..

Again passed by the church.. I hv feeling to became nun since all the guy I like don't like me.

Only you, never fail to love me. My lord, Jesus.

Let me play enough before go back to u..

I miss myke gor gor

I wonder that isn't he safely arrived? Miss him like crazy............

Purposely went to Myke's class on this beautiful Sunday

Workout 3 hours make me tired like dog but felt shiok!

Do hv conversation wf Myke
Me: hoi
Myke: u so late. Can't wake up? *coughed*
Me: u sick?
Myke: Yup lor
Me: wake up ady but don't want to came
Myke: I will be out station for a month
Me : ( actually I not shock but all plate falls down )
Myke: u don't know?
Me: I don't know
Myke: u really don't know?
Me: hmm.. (nod my head)
Myke: so I won't teach class in Sunway pyramid
Me:where u going?
Myke: johor

After the class,
me: when u going? Start fr next week
Myke: yes
Me: when u came back?
Myke: not sure

I wonder how am I suppose to know that u won't be around if u never told me, ah Myke gor gor.

Purposely check AL slot wf Ronnie but he can't confirm wf me because he don't know how to do it. Somemore he acted cute in front of me. * yes, he is cute like a little boy but I surprise he acted like. He is my superiors ooo.. (fainted)

整个星期下来，见面时间特少。

上星期四和五，我休息
上星期六和天，他休息
星期一，他拿病假
星期二，我休息

过了一个星期，终于见面了，因为要赶着上myke的课，准时放工。

今天轮到他休息。。

是时候好好练习没有Ronnie的生活。有时候真不明白，他也没做什么，但他让我深深地爱上他，为了他愿意做出改变

Even know u MC, I found no courage to send u an email or sms to wish u get well soon.

Never see you for a week, just nice..

Hope everything will be fine, Ronnie. Count down the days which will see u no more.

I might move to cm.. I'm ok with that. It because very convenient for me to go Myke's class.

Anything to do with Myke makes me happy.

Today stuck wf cust, Ronnie and Vignesh wait for me.

Me: sorry, guys. Keep u waiting
Ronnie: y u said sorry? It's not ur fault. It's cust

I think he knows that I'll move out anytime.

It's better just like this. I will learnt to give up him

Now, I realise that I dare not look at Ronnie.

What happened? I seriously don't hv idea

Seriously practice to let go..

Today not good, let me do better on tomorrow!

As usual, I went to gym before work. I never know that all the class is cancel due training provided for Australian trainer.

I so surprise to see Myke and felt happy. After that, I went for jogging and realise that so many people inside eg: Deno, Sandy, Felix, bryan. However I only noticed Myke.

After finished my lunch, on my way to work. I saw Myke walk towards my direction. I change another route instead. What's wrong with me? He will not noticed me anyway.

Keep remind myself that I might switch another Telco to work. I kept remind myself Ronnie is just my superior. I hv perform well today and will continue work hard tmr