Finally I felt I live again. It is because Myke is back! The life without him is meaningless. I lost control in everything I do and I know because I love him.

I went to gym yesterday and I saw a guy with long hair. I can't stop look at him because he reminds me about Ben. He look much more than Ben. Actually I don't really like guy with long hair but it's just fit him.

I hv move dept to ecsu.. The mgmt quite concern about me whether sincerely or not. I tell u that I don't care at all. Give me the chance and I'll go because I not no happy at all.