17th coming soon

After watched the drama, I cried for so long.. maybe I cried for u did not love me..

I asked myself whether I still love u? I can sure that I did not love u anymore.

Maybe I so sad d ur love to me is so little...

Or.. ur bday is coming soon, I sad that I can't celebrate wf u.. I so emo..

I decided not to disclosed tis website anymore.. only for me to express my real feeling.

changes

wow.. it is so amazing!

so much changes on me for past few months
contract staff-> permanent staff
work fr menara sunway-> menara maxis

one thing is remain unchanged
i'm still single!! haha..
need to work hard for that. ^^

let go

ahem.. when i thought that it is very hard to let tim go. in fact, i'm the main reason for that.

when i watched a drama, if u really want to let go something even thought 1 second, u are able to do so. i delight by that. goodbye my past, u're welcome-> my present!

at the same time, my heart seems cling to someone else. he is aaron ang. my god!!!! when i know that he might go to oversea to further his studies. for no reason, i'm so sad. last time, when i knew that he was after other girls, my heart sink into the deep sea.

i lost interest for all the thing include God. since there is no possible between us, i left God n church. isn't too much disapoitment or him, i'm not very sure.

to him, i just normal person. he might forget who am i.

to me, i just can't figure out that why his impact to me is so high. -_-

i think that there is one thing that will never change.

nothing gonna change my love for you.. tim

but i'll keep you in my heart safely.

2010

wow... i drop by to update something abt me..
i have so much changes after so long.

first of all, God seems so far to me. i left church and my faith. finally, i realized that the reason that i'm stayed in Christ because i wanted to be attached to the believer. my new goals is i decided to remain single. i hate to beg others to fetch me to church. when there is no purpose, i left.

secondly, all these while i always live for others. since young till my uni life, my life center is my mum. after i got attached, i live for them. after that, i live for God. i never live for myself. i'm doing too little to myself, i start spend more for myself, make myself more healthier.. i joined gym club and travel around.. all because me..

i happy with what i have. i told myself that if i got married, i'll only married to rich guy. yes, i after money.

it's been so long that i did not update my blog. life is good.

since i'm starting work for maxis, i deep into my work again. thanks for my busy work, i don't even have time to think other including you. by this time, you should be very busy prepare your weeding. i don't like to watch movie because after this all i thought is about u.

thanks for pastor Tan and God, i was remind to serve Him again.. great that i transfer into KLCC, i able to do so.

i trully believe i will find someone better than you. God'll provide for me..

baby, bye bye

today is his birthday..
nothing be done..

i told myself from today onwards, he is out of my life.
bye... wish u all the best! happy birthday, baby..