Recently, I have a new decision. I’m not going to step into any relationship anymore. So, I decided to adopt children. I know that I’m crazy. I lost all faith about guys.
When I told Ben, he was very angry. He said that I’m so into children project till became this way. Well, I asked him to become one of my share holder and help me to rise up the child. Ha.. I’m going to make another decision which will drive my family crazy.
The first thing was I became Christian even my parent were angry about this. The second thing was I choose the job which they were not agree and always asked me to quit the job. This time round, I not plan to married and adopt children. Can I just be a normal person? I guess that it’s hard to become mummy’s girl again. Maybe, I just want to do the thing that no one is doing. I’m weird. But, I happy that who I’m.
Who knows? I might pregnant and became single mother. Haha.. It is simply because I don’t trust guy anymore. A guy is just my tool to get what I’m wanted. So much possibility.. I never know that what will happen.. I just felt excited about my life!
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Saturday, November 8, 2008
new
Big challenge is ahead! Taking UNICEF is a big step ahead for me and it’s going a big turning point for me! I’m going to move to next level. Yeah! Because of this, I have to exchange something which is important to me.
Yesterday night, Tim called me and scolded me. I’m very disappointed with whatever he was doing in the past. I realized that he is the one who always said I’m not good enough and how bad I’m. Well, it does make me felt that I’m going prove that he is wrong. I hate people who are look down on me. Tim, thanks you because you always look down on me and doubt my ability.
The person who always did opposite whatever Tim was doing is BEN. Sincerely, he is the one who always give me the support. Right now, his grandma is admitted to hospital. He is tired because he is the one who take care his grandma now. But, he did call me. He informed me that he don’t even have a time to contact with others. Truly in my heart, no one is more important than him.
When the time in need, i know who is the real one and who is the false to me. BEN, thanks for everything! I love u!
Yesterday night, Tim called me and scolded me. I’m very disappointed with whatever he was doing in the past. I realized that he is the one who always said I’m not good enough and how bad I’m. Well, it does make me felt that I’m going prove that he is wrong. I hate people who are look down on me. Tim, thanks you because you always look down on me and doubt my ability.
The person who always did opposite whatever Tim was doing is BEN. Sincerely, he is the one who always give me the support. Right now, his grandma is admitted to hospital. He is tired because he is the one who take care his grandma now. But, he did call me. He informed me that he don’t even have a time to contact with others. Truly in my heart, no one is more important than him.
When the time in need, i know who is the real one and who is the false to me. BEN, thanks for everything! I love u!
Friday, November 7, 2008
ben, i miss u
Just now, I send sms Ben through maxis broadband. I don’t know what happen on me. I was crying while I send sms to him. I so afraid I’ll lost him.
I don’t know what happen on me. I just keep on crying when I saw his sms. I miss him crazy.
I don’t know what happen on me. I just keep on crying when I saw his sms. I miss him crazy.
Thursday, November 6, 2008
team leader
Now, I’m on the way to qualify my team leadership. I can’t imagine lost attitude because of another thing.
I might take up UNICEF project, I want to faint already. It makes me found out that I’m so weak!
Jack was very angry because Chia showed my sms to him. When Jack told me about that I told myself that I not going to trust guy anymore. Chia, I ‘m very upset.
When Ben gave me the key chain which he brought back from Singapore to me, then I hug him straight away. What happen to me? I don’t know. I know that he is the only one I need. Ben, I miss u very much!
I might take up UNICEF project, I want to faint already. It makes me found out that I’m so weak!
Jack was very angry because Chia showed my sms to him. When Jack told me about that I told myself that I not going to trust guy anymore. Chia, I ‘m very upset.
When Ben gave me the key chain which he brought back from Singapore to me, then I hug him straight away. What happen to me? I don’t know. I know that he is the only one I need. Ben, I miss u very much!
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