2008, bye bye

The messages which were I have learnt from Pastor Kong Hee. I just like his message so much!

1.) Don’t look back at the OLD SINS that were already forgiven

2.) Don’t look back at the OLD DEFEAT that gets you down.

3.) Don’t look back at the OLD CONFLICTS that make you bitter.

4.) Don’t look back at the OLD VICTORIES and think you have achieved.

OLD SINS
Treat people not from my sincere heart, take everything and God for granted.

OLD DEFEAT
Unable to achieve TEAM LEADERSHIP.

OLD CONFLICTS
Relationship mess out, with Tim and Ben.

OLD VICTORIES
Build team, nearly hit the team leadership criteria.

Lesson of the day:
Don’t nurse it, don’t curse it, don’t rehearse it, release it, and God will dispense it.
Hallelujah!

Thanks God for this wonderful message!

part 3 of week

Everything I start from 0 again. I want to build another 5 guys in UNICEF again. I want to take control of everything.

No love until I get ownership. Since Ben want to alone hence I decided not to disturb him again. He can do whatever he wants. He is my colleague only.

Thanks you God for making clear everything for me. Well, Tim is a best business partner only. He is not a right one as soul mate. The opportunity of working for one week makes me to understand everything.

Start from next week, I decided to go back to God’s arm. After so long, I found out that no matter what I do He is there for me. After I go against God, I found that He is still for me.

This time round, I did not pass with flying color. Sorry, God! Next time, I will do it better.

Everything is clear. It’s my turn not to look back everything. Focus ahead! Brand new NICOLE reborn again!

This is a week which impacts me so much. It will become another turning point of my life!

part 2

It is absolutely good working experience together with Tim! He taught me a lot of thing. Yesterday I have talk with him and he informed me that he is getting married soon. Well, I do felt sad but I just sigh for time is flies. So much changes between us after so long.

I never knew that he is family man. He wanted for a family so much. In the public, he is so good in everything and has best attitude ever. But in the private, he is change to another people. I think he will tire out at one day. One thing that I know is I can motivate him.

I’m going buy Zippo lighter for Ben as birthday gift. I asked Tim to help me to pick one for him. He refused to do that. Maybe, this is his pride. After all, we were together. He can ignore my request and replaced with his own Zippo story.

Tim thought that I have a boyfriend. In fact, I don’t have any. Who cares? We are just not suitable for each other.

Recently, Ben makes me lost temper all the time. I given him a warning which is I going to fine if he did not pick up my call again. Now I think back and I just felt funny because I just nobody to him. But, how can I say so? It must be something to do with confidence level. Haha..

first round

Finally, I surrender for event. Now, I need work closely with Visnu’s team.

Well, I should learn how to do from them but I’m in my room now. What the hell I’m doing now? Just want to have a good rest before strike back. I still remember that Tim shared with me a phase “the glory of victory is not when you are on the top of the world and everything is going your way. The glory of victory is when you fall down and strike back.”

This time round, Ben is not with me. But, I’m not alone. I still have my team mate with me. I should appreciate them more than everything.

Well, the challenge is tough. I strong believe that I will laugh at the end.