jack

Next week, I’m going to start my new job. I’m very happy happy.

Through the job last time, I have become a super workaholic. Basically I can have no problem to work 7 days a week. I just enjoy the work so much. *wink wink*

Talking about Jack, I have a lot of sad story. I wonder how I can accept him to humiliate me in front of the public. He used to beat me also. I still remember that he used the book to beat me also. Actually, he has no right to do this to me. The reason which was I allowed him to do so because I owe him something. Something that is I also forgets already. I chose stay there even Tim asked me to help him and in the end Jack is the part of reason cause us to break up. Jack even so proudly to admit in the public that he is the one of the reason of our broken off. I chose to stay there when Rico asked me to out of the company together with him.

In the end, he confronts and scolded me because of the person he knows less than 2 weeks. I was so sad to talk to him that you do all this because of him, Fine! I quit! I still remember that the way he talks to me was very sarcastic. In my heart, I’m not going to care whatever you want to say because it is a last time.

I have enough to all this. When the time is up, sorry! I will not tolerant again. Bye.. Actually I wanted to quit a job for a long time, but I just can’t find any reason. Since he has given me this opportunity then I will not hesitate to do so. I not really hate him and I just not agree the way he deals the issues.

I not really learnt a lot of thing from him. When I have a problem, I will only talk to Jeff or Tim. I’m seldom to talk to him about my problem because I don’t trust him. Jack also agrees with this. It is because he is not integrity at all.

Isn’t kind of open talk about someone? Well, in the this world so many people is called Jack, unless you think that you are who I talk about then you are..

new beginning

Now, the time is 1:54am. It is a very early morning. I’m awake and I can’t sleep because I have too much sleep in the day time.

Currently, I still jobless. I will begin the new job as the assistant manager in the next week. Whoa~~ they offered me RM4000 per month, I wonder how true is that. No matter what, I will work hard to fulfill the requirement. I want the money to realize my dream.

This is another page of my life; I was so surprised that the person who was beside me when I was down was Rico. Well, he did not do anything but he did console me a lot. The person who I thought was a devil previously. Wahaha~~ No doubt that something which came out his mouth is not genuine at all and he did it for some purpose. Anyhow, Rico thanks a lot! I think that the reason was we have a common people who is we dislike most!

Through Rico, I found that Jack has cheated me a lot of the thing. Haih… the businessman is like this. He is a cunning businessman. He is neither a good nor bad person. He just did all the thing for his own good. This is a secret of success man. I did not mean that Rico is a good guy. They just did the thing which is benefiting them the most.

Since we are living in the fallen world, then we don’t expected so much. It is so hard to get a true friend. I have met SK after I quit the job; her recreation is she was kept mock at me. Well, I did not angry at all. I just wonder how bad she was, her purpose is to see how we were fall. My advice to her is not to do it again or else you will get karma. When it goes around and it is comes around. Watch out your tongue!

Through out all things, Tim Ng, I felt very disappointed about your emotionless. Yes! I refer to you, Timothy Ng. Why you can be cruel to me?

This is my brand new start. So, whoever I need to set aside and I’ll do it right now. I will not contact them anymore especially Timothy Ng.

Bye bye to my past. Your are welcome to my future. Even thought I have lost the job but I have gain back the peace from God. After so much, God still faithful to me and his unfailing promise which is he will never forsake me. Thanks, my wonderful God, my heavenly Father!

tmr

i'm damn tired now.. after a trip to skytrex. tomorrow i got job interview. wish me all the best! nicole tan, gambate! yes! u can do it!

quit

Wow! I have another big fight with Jack again. Hence, I decided to quit the job. It is in my mind for a long time. Finally, I can do whatever I want to do. Bye.. JTM.. Bye.. Idiot Jack..

He always treats me as a servant. Do this and that. I can’t rest even is a public holiday. With this not basic salary, I suffer fucking hard. I need to do anything because he wants. My passion towards this is gone..

Thanks for Rudy Khoo, I can use this as excuses to run away, yeah! I have enough for all because he blames me for everything.

nicole need to be changed

I need to readjust myself. It’s time to change. All this while, I have been practiced “I” centric. It was so traditional. I need to breakthrough because I have been breakdown for a very long time.

Now, I need to practice “we” centric. It is all about fellowship not followership.

I need to become brand new NICOLE on 2009.