It will be great if I received sms fr Deno.. too bad it's not. Trully let go Alex teoh after knew d there's no possible between us.

换个方式看待我和Deno之间, 也许师徒关系好过单恋。因为看到另一个女子窃喜着可以上他的课时想到自己也是那么白痴的行为，马上提醒自己，他也只不过是一个舞蹈老师，为何为他如此神魂颠倒，我和他只不过提供者和需求者的角色。我需要一个释放压力的地方，而他是帮助我达到目的角色，仅此而已。

清醒后，可以更好的放纵自己上他的课，这种感觉真好，何必看到他和其他女子而心伤，换个方式不再钻牛角尖，让自己不再窒息，真好! 想通了!

So, he still is d one who make my day! even I'm kind of lost attitude in his class..

After his class, I repent being so unfriendly to him... after tis, I gain back the energy to strike d giant!

Thx, Deno. U're truly my sun!

I did a big mistakes yesterday. I showed face to Deno. He just like a big child in his wonderland. He is a very caring type ppl. When he noticed d you ar not right, he'll pay attention. But I don't like attention, I just like to watch him from far n don't want to hv any interaction...

Fr beginning of class, he is a kind of weird. Once class start, he changed totally. Tis is so called professional. Becoz of him, I try to be myself. When I sad, I don't want to show I'm happy in front of him. End up I show face to him. Argh........ but I don't think d he'll remember.

Seriously need adjust my life... at least I try, who knows wat will happen..

I going to move to elite team for 1 mths trials! The biggest challenge d I face is my English!!

According to Navin n Naga: if cust comment my English is not good, they'll change me to corp dept n promotion is grantee!

Seriously I felt so down after this!! Since they look down me, y still want to do so..

I felt that I scare abt unknown n felt helpless, argh................................................

I'll go gym to release tension! I felt Deno is my sun n I'm the sunflower. without sun, sunflower won't smile! In his dance, I found refuge! But sun and sunflower is not means to be together! For me, he just my dance coach.

Alex, thanks for greeting! Well, I know d I too old for u. In ur age, u still want explored n so many to try! But me, I just to hope can hv family life. I want to get married n hv children. N u don't like me at all, i'll move on.....

Now, I will stay focus on my career.. other thing, i'll leave it behind! Bye, Alex!

只想远远看着你，不要有交集，这样就不会伤心，也不会痛了。。。

Yesterday I was sent email to Alex. I found my heart is pain. Isn't indicated I should stay away fr him? Maybe yes.. he is second guy can make my heart pain. Lesson to learn fr previous: stay away or else u'll be hurt.

so hot!! Pls rain, God!

Well, I did another crazy thing. Abandon my sis n I went to attend Deno's class! Why he has such power to make me to do something becoz of him. I need to think abt it.....

I got compliment fr cust after being consultant for 1year++.. I'm so lousy, need to improved more!

Alex, I think he'll my company mate only.. possibility to meet each other = 0. If I meet him on tmr..........

thursday with deno

Here we go~~ Deno is a popular guy. I still curious abt his gender preference.

After the class, got a girl show that she appreciate him. When I abt to go back, He is very reluctantly lying on chair speak to a rich lady.. tis will happened if became his gf. Ppl like me sure can't take it! I hv set my mind d he is my coach who can make me happy. I can rush to his class. I will take staircase to shorter my journey which I'll never do at normal day. I will became tension coz can't go his class on time. I'll attend his class no matter how. To me, met him is my habbit. I can't imagine a week without see him. Do I like him? Yes, I like him. Tis kind of like is different fr Alex. Alex tear my heart apart, my heart pain becoz of him.. I was so into him.

No matter, my soul found a refuge in Deno.. thurs day with Deno light up my day!

为失恋而痛哭和伤心的是笨蛋。而我就是一个笨蛋! 从此以后, 我会更加小心。 为一个不会爱你的男人, 何必啊!

let go alex teoh

It's so stupid d u're so sad coz somebody don't like u..

everyone think d I like Deno. Common sense, if I like him y I need to be sad since I so enjoy his class so much.he also treat me n everybody so nice

D fact is d person I like is Alex. BUT I will let go him since I means nothing to him. I hate myself d when he is not reply my email then I became so sad. I don't like myself like tis... I'll change!

Past few days, I so sad becoz of Alex. I found out that I lost my weight! Gosh!

Since we ar not meant to be together... I should focus myself.. thanks for everything!