2011

Goal n vision 2011

MAIN: get someone to marry me ^^

Career:
1) improves my English
2) change dept, answer call no more, don't want to deal with cust directly
3) became exec by end of this year

Personal
1) Deno be my shorten boyfriend
2) marry to rich guy even he won't love me much. As long as he can provide financial support for family
3) pay 1/4 ptptn
4) focus on my parents more
5) learn swimming

Spiritual
1) love God, love life
2) read bible everyday
3) before age of 35, go back to church

I wake up on 7am++, I struggle to go or not go his class. After an incident happens, I did not go to Deno's class.

Finally, I decided to go.

Hmm... everything is in correct timing. Actually I want to go gym late a bit. However my stomach pain, I hv not choice to go early. When I want to go up, I heard the aunty's voice n I know Deno is behind me.

I hv only feeling to want go away faster. To confirm he is behind me, I turned back n he right behind me. We look at each other without any special feeling.

I met back Boy who is my guy previously n he has became manager for branch Lot 10. Before the class begins, I have been thinking that my achievement is so low.

Soon after the class begins, I focus back. I told myself that I paid ok, there is nothing to ashamed n acted normally is ok. Out of surprise, he said hi to me again. My awkward is gone! Thanks Deno. By ur smile, my awkward n phobia is gone! Haha.. it is so good to back to his class again~~

If I know him, I know d I will not fall for him anymore. Days is nearer..

It's impossible for me not to attend Deno's class in a week...

Just lov lov lov his class so much!

I hv changed! I like the song which I'll never like last time.

Especially the song played by Deno, I'll like it so much~~

The only way makes me to stop to think abt him is I must get to know him. The more I know him, the more I felt d he is not the one for me.

Deno love to smile. however his smile is very fake which I don't like at all!

yesterday, he did politely smile n said hi wf me. when he smile to me, wat I thought was fake his smile again, haih...

I can see he is hot temper ppl like me.. very "chuan".

look at the schedule, he works everyday. he is a hardworking ppl. tis is point to learn. lov his work. use hardwork to earn money, never depend on ppl. cool~~

Something is not right. I became so blur.. I still can't identify the main course..

Deno's class suppose start on 4pm. But I wrongly saw the schedule n go on 5.10pm. Something is not right, coz I reached there and he said hi to me?! Then he continue to dance. I felt weird d why he didn't start the class.

Then other look at me then I just smile back to them.

After that, one of guy informed me that class has finished. Oops! My God.

When abt to left, Deno said: u just came in, isn't? Then I said never mind, I still got.. (i didn't finished my talk)
Deno reply: my class start on 4pm. It's fine. Me: huh? Deno: I said it's fine. Then I go out fr room.

After all, his gang of friends ar not that bad. But we definitely fr different world. Hmm.. why he didn't mention to me when I entered the class. So funny. I was so stupid n malu to the max!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Last week can't go Myke's class so today go. Unfortunately he didn't turn up n replaced by someone else. Geramnya!!!

Aiyoo, I don't like that uncle at all.. he is so disgusting! I super angry!

After tis, I can calm myself down coz Deno's class on tmr. He will never give me tis kind of disappointment.. luckily. That's y I lov his class very much. Deno, I lov u! Muacks.....

If I know Myke, he will kena by me! Always like d, late+skipped class! Grrrr.....

Miss Deno's dance class. Even I just attend the class on Wed. I hv feeling of never see him for very long time...

战力指数变弱! I need be strong.. getting balance my feeling towards him. Not too strong.. just nice enough for he is dance instructor..^^

Deno shall be called 小肥恐龙。。really need to balance, lov him like crazy!!! Who can save me?!

He is short n fat. But I lov his fat coz if I can hug him, sure I'll felt nice nice.. crazy Nicole!

Everything abt him makes me crazy! Argh.........