Yesterday was rally. I’m so happy that I get leadership award! But after saw that he was with another girl, I was so sad.
I understand very well that I can’t be with him. I know very well that God always is my final decision. I can’t act according to my own will again. I scared that I will lose God again. It is just a matter of time.
In next one year, I will not step into any relationship. This is promise that I have to keep it. I need to fight for my career. What kind of lifestyle I will have in the future is what decision that I have on today.
Purpose of driven written by Rick Warren really delights me. I found out that I use my own strength to make all the things happen is so hard. Without God, I just nothing.
One of the best thing in the rally, I took photo together with Wong Chin Wai! He is my dream guy. Haha.. it is just a dream. :p
My conclusion is I can do all things through Christ who strengthen me!
Saturday, July 26, 2008
pass is pass
Today is a disappointment day. As a usual, you did not respond to my call.
A person who you think is a friend but actually is not. My heart is hurt. Finally, I understand that why Tim said I’m only one he has in here. A friend used to give you comfort whenever you need and been through tough time together will suddenly became stranger just like that. I’m crying for reality.
I wish I can do more for God now. God is the only I can trust.
A person who you think is a friend but actually is not. My heart is hurt. Finally, I understand that why Tim said I’m only one he has in here. A friend used to give you comfort whenever you need and been through tough time together will suddenly became stranger just like that. I’m crying for reality.
I wish I can do more for God now. God is the only I can trust.
Thanks God for every blessing! Thanks for I able restore back the relationship with Tim as friend. I think that this is a best way for both of us.
I love his smile. It was so genuine because it came from his heart. It is so real. Nothing can compare with it! We did not talk with each other for a long time. We have so many misunderstanding between each other. I glad that we manage to clear it all. To be frank and honest, I hate the feeling of no response from him. I send him a sms or call him but he did not response to me at all. I’m scare.
While I was on my way to go back home today, Emmy was calling me. After that, I was sitting on the stair and I have no intention to go back to my room. This is reason why I’m here and writing my blog.
I don’t have the reason to go back. Today, I was not me at all. I lost my direction. I wanted to change the job, change the people I met and change everything. Maybe, I will not keep in touch with anyone I know anymore. I need a brand new start place. Kuala Lumpur maybe is not my choice anymore. My heart is tired. It is dead for whole day.
I love his smile. It was so genuine because it came from his heart. It is so real. Nothing can compare with it! We did not talk with each other for a long time. We have so many misunderstanding between each other. I glad that we manage to clear it all. To be frank and honest, I hate the feeling of no response from him. I send him a sms or call him but he did not response to me at all. I’m scare.
While I was on my way to go back home today, Emmy was calling me. After that, I was sitting on the stair and I have no intention to go back to my room. This is reason why I’m here and writing my blog.
I don’t have the reason to go back. Today, I was not me at all. I lost my direction. I wanted to change the job, change the people I met and change everything. Maybe, I will not keep in touch with anyone I know anymore. I need a brand new start place. Kuala Lumpur maybe is not my choice anymore. My heart is tired. It is dead for whole day.
专一
专一，每一人对它的定义都不同。
我的原则是只要对方是有另一半，我是不会对他有任何幻想。棒打鸳鸯是一种无法接受的事实，第三者是不可能得到幸福的，并且是一段不被祝福的恋情。
当一对男女相遇时，其中一方已有交往的对象，两人又互相有好感，你会怎么处理这种情形？第一，你会不顾一切和那人坠入爱河，完全不理世俗的眼神。第二，时时提醒自己不要做第三者。而身为那个二选一的你又会如何？第一，忠于自己的选择。第二，选择做背叛者。
我是很简单的人，我永远不喜欢做被伤害的人，所以我不会做伤害人的人。当我喜欢一个人的同时我也认定你了，在我的世界只有我的男朋友是男人，其他人都不是。哈哈！我讨厌不专一的人。我的朋友对我说了一句，也要是对对的人专一，如果找到适合的，难道就要放走他？
“爱的感觉总是在一开始甜蜜，总觉得多了一个人陪，多了一个人帮你分担，你终于不再孤单了，因为至少有一个人想着你，恋着你，只要能在一起就是好的。但是慢慢地，随着认识的加深，你开始发现了对方的缺点，于是问题一个接一个出现，你开始烦和累，甚至要逃避~ 其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，有人总想捡到一个适合自己的石子，但你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？或许刚捡到的时候，你不是很满意，但是请记住，人是很有弹性的，很多事情是可以改变的，只要你有心，有勇气，与其到处去捡未知的石子，倒不如将自己已拥有的石子磨亮磨光，你明了吗？别把随地的未知石子都捡，珍惜所拥有的。”
这是一位朋友和我分享的，你得到答案了吗？我只想对他说，有你真好！
我的原则是只要对方是有另一半，我是不会对他有任何幻想。棒打鸳鸯是一种无法接受的事实，第三者是不可能得到幸福的，并且是一段不被祝福的恋情。
当一对男女相遇时，其中一方已有交往的对象，两人又互相有好感，你会怎么处理这种情形？第一，你会不顾一切和那人坠入爱河，完全不理世俗的眼神。第二，时时提醒自己不要做第三者。而身为那个二选一的你又会如何？第一，忠于自己的选择。第二，选择做背叛者。
我是很简单的人，我永远不喜欢做被伤害的人，所以我不会做伤害人的人。当我喜欢一个人的同时我也认定你了，在我的世界只有我的男朋友是男人，其他人都不是。哈哈！我讨厌不专一的人。我的朋友对我说了一句，也要是对对的人专一，如果找到适合的，难道就要放走他？
“爱的感觉总是在一开始甜蜜，总觉得多了一个人陪，多了一个人帮你分担，你终于不再孤单了，因为至少有一个人想着你，恋着你，只要能在一起就是好的。但是慢慢地，随着认识的加深，你开始发现了对方的缺点，于是问题一个接一个出现，你开始烦和累，甚至要逃避~ 其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，有人总想捡到一个适合自己的石子，但你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？或许刚捡到的时候，你不是很满意，但是请记住，人是很有弹性的，很多事情是可以改变的，只要你有心，有勇气，与其到处去捡未知的石子，倒不如将自己已拥有的石子磨亮磨光，你明了吗？别把随地的未知石子都捡，珍惜所拥有的。”
这是一位朋友和我分享的，你得到答案了吗？我只想对他说，有你真好！
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