It's so long d I never sick. Sick make me blur in everything! My life seems like out of control. Well, I don't like it at all. The reason y I so into Deno because I don't any boyfriend. I'm so so need someone. I need a shoulder to lean and someone to hug whenever I need. Since I don't hv any, Deno temporary became my pillar.

However I wouldn't give myself a chance to know him, we ar not mean to be together.

Thanks for Deno n God, both of u give me support!