My work is getting stresssss...

I found out that when people talk to me face to face, I can't focus and I don't even what they are talked. At first, I don't even care till Myke speak to me.

I really admire Myke! When he speak to me, I can't focus as well.
Myke: just now, jam isn't?
Me: huh?
Myke: jam, isn't?
Me: no, I tired coz too many OT. ** I thought he was refer to my workout just now

After ponder for 5 minutes, I only realized that he was asked why I late for class.. aiyoo @@ give him this answer like purposely late for his class. Oh God! I think he must think bad abt me.

After this, I reminds myself that stay calm and focus. Thank you to Myke for wake me up! Now, I know when ppl into the work too much, no matter what ppl speak and act. You wouldn't care at all.. scary

Now, society has changed. Some people proud to be third party in relationship.

Sometimes, I do exposes to this chances. Recently, Alan has acted differently to me. Purposely ask me some question (luckily I have change my seat) and look at me differently. Last time, I used to talk to him but he will react normal and unfriendly. Now, it is totally changed. The problem is he has girlfriend. I wonder that why he willing to walk more to ask me a question while his gf so near to him. I thought that both of them have broken up but ys said they are not.

When we go to function last night, he purposely queue behind me ( I hope it's just a coincident ). I will test more to prove that I'm wrong.

I have strong desire to play a while with him, but the problem is gf in same office. I decided not to do so because it will drop my images. He is the guy I like when I look at his first sight.

Hopefully, it is just my wild guess.. if I were third party, I only stay for 3 months in relationship because my time is limited and can't play too much

Original comment from Aaron
Then fast fast lor..can make it 12.12.12

Amendment from me
Then fast fast became my mum son-in-law.. can make it 12.12.12

Ha..

Y he specify 12.12.12, not 11.11.11..

And I know that he is not the trully concern me.. he just acted out of convenient only..
Hopefully his prophecy to me will came true.

By 12.12.12, I have get married

I'm not keen on politics. However, I have change my view after election at Sarawak.

The result is BN still rules. However, they have lost majorities support from Chinese. The outcome same as 308 election back to 3 years ago, MCA lost majority support from Chinese. Can we change the Malaysia? Maybe just times matter if current parties failed to fulfill citizens' need.

I used to be die-hard support for MCA. I still support MCA head, Dr Chua. However, I seriously dislike our PM. Every decision he did only benefit certain race. He is a racist.

Wake up, Malaysian! do practice your right on the upcoming election, your decision may change our life to be better!

I so sick for past 2 days..

Hopefully it'll be fine soon.. my original plan is give my mummy a surprise bday.. hopefully it is not the other way.. round.

Well, I stop all my daily routine. Work + gym.. haiyoo. My stomach still can felt glu glu.. I touch any oil at all. La...... hungry wei.. plain porridge all the way. I hate diarrhea...

When I visit doctor once again, she said: still got gas inside. Let me hear what is happening inside.. haha.. interesting doctor ^^

I like this week schedule.^^

I can attend Myke's class for twice. I will do something extra stupid in front of him. Like today, I did wrongly on my step, I can show my sorry face to him which I never do in front of not close ppl. I can't imagine why I will show my tongue and did a cute sorry face to him. I felt disgusting! What's wrong? I don't know. When he said hello with me, he didn't voice out and just use his mouth to show what he want to said.

It's so interesting between us. I hope for more.. it's good to know person like him.

Today, I took a picture of my dream bag. I said: can I take a picture for this bag? I want to get someone to buy it for me. After I posted the picture, Aaron asked me about bag's brand. How I wish that you can buy it for me, haha... however, it is impossible..