right now, i'm in my house which i never step in for past 4 months.
look up to my parent, they still wish that i can quit the job and further my studies. this is the reason why i don't want to back home.
i gave myself deadline already if i can't make it in the half year then i will quit the job. in the end of september, 29/9/2008 my goal is to became team leader! 17/11/2008 is to became assitant owner!
last saturday, i spent more than 3 hour to finish albom minston's book, 5 person you'll meet at the heaven. i was crying when i read until the fourth person. in my heart, the book did not touch me but i really hope that i'm your number fourth person. but, it's impossible. realilty is always cruel.
right now, i'm looking forward to thailand trip. i want to go thailand! one reason because wong chee wai is there, oh my God! he makes me so excited! he is primarly key of my team growing! to be enthusiasm of what you are doing, as the result you will able to attract the group of people to run the vision together with you! wee~~ wee~~ can't wait to meet him again! wahaha!!
FOCUS. forget other commitment unitl success! well, thinking about him makes my life so miserable and i'm nothing to him. focus on the thing that can make me excited is more important! wong chee wai! yeah!
just visit jacob's blog, his blog delights me! thanks bro! i thanks you Father for the wonderful people who i meet in the earth, i cherish what i have! i just love your guys so much!
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Thursday, August 14, 2008
my mr J, Jesus, Jack, Jacob n Jeff!
Haha… I really like the feeling of to become high roller!!! This morning I have a small talk with my owner, I decided to change!
All these while, I have been giving myself an excuse of don’t want to do sales. Even though I know that the reason of “do” but I chose not to “do” it. I think human being like to stay in cocoon and don’t dare to make changes.
I also very dislike the feeling of failure. I chose to run away from reality. I pretend I don’t have ability of anything. I think success seems too real to be truth. So I decide to think I’ll be a failure.
Thanks for Jacob, never fail to give me the on time support!
Just now I got an email from Jeff, just like what I expected that he really angry of why I became so negative! Thanks you for him to become my critical friend! Never ever pamper me.
I excited to see myself at the next level! Go for more!
Why I’m so emotional? It is not first time I have this mistake, I pray that I never repeat again! Never forget about Jesus! Thanks my beloved Lord!
All these while, I have been giving myself an excuse of don’t want to do sales. Even though I know that the reason of “do” but I chose not to “do” it. I think human being like to stay in cocoon and don’t dare to make changes.
I also very dislike the feeling of failure. I chose to run away from reality. I pretend I don’t have ability of anything. I think success seems too real to be truth. So I decide to think I’ll be a failure.
Thanks for Jacob, never fail to give me the on time support!
Just now I got an email from Jeff, just like what I expected that he really angry of why I became so negative! Thanks you for him to become my critical friend! Never ever pamper me.
I excited to see myself at the next level! Go for more!
Why I’m so emotional? It is not first time I have this mistake, I pray that I never repeat again! Never forget about Jesus! Thanks my beloved Lord!
Saturday, August 9, 2008
stress..
I strongly need support. Training people is not an easy job. I blame myself for unable to do it well.
Challenge is getting tough. I really need someone who can give me the support whenever I need it.
It was so long that I did not call Jeff at all. Whenever I face any difficulty, he is one of the people I think of. He is one of person can make me to listen to him and follow what he said. I glad that he is always give me the support whenever I need it.
In order to achieve my goal, I have to bounce back as soon as I can. Sometimes, I really felt tired and helpless. In my heart, I know very well that if I can overcome this challenge and it will bring me to another level. Team leader is my reward.
Father, I really need your help, please give me the person who I can rely on.
Challenge is getting tough. I really need someone who can give me the support whenever I need it.
It was so long that I did not call Jeff at all. Whenever I face any difficulty, he is one of the people I think of. He is one of person can make me to listen to him and follow what he said. I glad that he is always give me the support whenever I need it.
In order to achieve my goal, I have to bounce back as soon as I can. Sometimes, I really felt tired and helpless. In my heart, I know very well that if I can overcome this challenge and it will bring me to another level. Team leader is my reward.
Father, I really need your help, please give me the person who I can rely on.
Sunday, August 3, 2008
team leader
My career starts flying. In order to fly high, I really need to change my attitude. I’m going to bring the team to Klang for road trip. Last time I did not manage the team properly and I pray that I do well for this time.
I am aiming for the Thailand Trip! I want to meet and know Chee Wai personally. I know it will be a strong turning point for me.
Once again, I proved that soothsayer cannot be trusted. I still remember my friend said that losing him means that I’ll lost direction. Haha~~ You yourself is a key point for everything!
Within 2 month, I’m going to be team leader! I’m serious about my every step. No time for me to waste! When people is laugh at me because I’m holding “team leader”’s name card, I going to prove to you that I’ll make it!
My heart is excited for every moment! I’m going to see God’s promise came to pass again! God is my strength to move on and no one can take Him away from me!
I am aiming for the Thailand Trip! I want to meet and know Chee Wai personally. I know it will be a strong turning point for me.
Once again, I proved that soothsayer cannot be trusted. I still remember my friend said that losing him means that I’ll lost direction. Haha~~ You yourself is a key point for everything!
Within 2 month, I’m going to be team leader! I’m serious about my every step. No time for me to waste! When people is laugh at me because I’m holding “team leader”’s name card, I going to prove to you that I’ll make it!
My heart is excited for every moment! I’m going to see God’s promise came to pass again! God is my strength to move on and no one can take Him away from me!
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