最近很努力的看木村拓哉主演的日剧，其中的一部是从天而降亿万颗星星，他在剧中是一个恶魔，而女主角对他说了一句话，“就算全世界的人与你为敌，我还是会站在你这里。”
自作孽，不可活。虽然如此，我想如果那个人是木村拓哉，我也是会说一样的话。这也难怪，许多人为情所困，无可救药，明知他不可能给你幸福，你还是会陷进去的。也明知道他是在利用着你，你也会为他不顾一切。然后，当你回首觉得自己很笨，但是如果再来一次，你还是会做回原本的选择，这样未免也太傻了吧。。
虽然，我是一个理智的人，但是我还是一样是个笨女人。除非我不爱你，要不然我也是会为爱奋不顾身。
爱情是一个天大的学问，如果它是一个科目，而现在的我一定是不及格的。与其如此，倒不如把自己搞好，那一天不管是谁都要好好对待他。我的下一个你，我会好好珍惜你的。
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
no more holiday
My holiday is ended soon.. I’m going to step into work place again. Right now, my goals and vision is so clear.
Firstly, I’ll work inside Maxis call center. I also do some MLM works. After this, I take some time to learn investment. Regards the product that I’m going to share with you all, I will give you the detail of it as soon as I can.
I will not contact with whoever can affect my emotion. I hate the feeling of care about someone too much. I’m clear about my goals. I’ll put my family as my priority. Every time when I called my mum then I’ll cry. I cried because I did not play my part enough.
Future is filled with uncertainty. I don’t want others to support me. It is because I can’t take it when relationship is turned sour. Just happy to be who I am now..
Firstly, I’ll work inside Maxis call center. I also do some MLM works. After this, I take some time to learn investment. Regards the product that I’m going to share with you all, I will give you the detail of it as soon as I can.
I will not contact with whoever can affect my emotion. I hate the feeling of care about someone too much. I’m clear about my goals. I’ll put my family as my priority. Every time when I called my mum then I’ll cry. I cried because I did not play my part enough.
Future is filled with uncertainty. I don’t want others to support me. It is because I can’t take it when relationship is turned sour. Just happy to be who I am now..
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
情是何物
问世间情为何物，只叫人生死相许？
当一个女生爱到了，她会为他奋不顾身。会为他付出所有的一切， 这包括了金钱，青春，肉体或者更多。 如果你是遇到懂得珍惜你的人，今后可说是一身的福气。反之，你是后者的话，只能感叹遇人不淑。
从友人口中得知关于他的故事。。。故事说着一个女生和一个男生从认识到相爱到冷战。其间男生向女生拿了一次又一次的钱，而女生为了帮自己爱人渡过难关，也都一一付出了所有。连最重要的贞节也付出了。。。但是，她得不到他的回报。他们间中有了第三者，她也彻底崩溃了。。
她开始反思这段情，她付出过的一切，天啊！为什么我付出的得不到正比！她向他摊牌，他只说了他不要分手以及会解决另一个她。但是，一切都只是他的花言巧语。这样的关系就这样持续着。。
因为故事中的主角我都相识，我感到惊奇，这件事都已这么久了而我却浑然不知。一个在你身边了这么久你都不了解他，我觉得知人知面不知心。
最近，我在追看日剧，木村拓哉的“change”， 我也明白了原来认真努力的男人最有魅力，那种积极的态度，朝着自己梦想努力奋斗的人，简直就是一百分！我想只有这样的男子才能深深地吸引着我。这也是我为什么之前我对前任男友放不开的原因吧！我在想如果他已不是那个努力工作的人，我也不会喜欢他了吧！他最感动我的一句话不是什么肉麻的话，而是对不起我因为病了而表现不好，我会做得更好的！我想为你努力奋斗的人远远胜过花言巧语的人吧！
姐姐妹妹们，大家就当心了。不要被爱情冲昏了头，要知道没几个男人是靠得住的，理性的面对另一半的要求，不管是性或者是钱财。要知道到最后不管是好是坏你都要自己承担。
而我亲身经历则是不管是性或者是钱财，我都有我的把关点。不管多爱都好，都要守住自己的贞操，我是一个基督徒，我才不想为了谁而把我的神得罪，我必须负责一切的后果，牧师也说过sex outside the marriage is dirty。金钱虽说是身外物，我的就是我的，所以你欠我的请还回。我讲话很绝，我会把你说到很惨，当然有人是领教了我的厉害，最后乖乖与我合作，谢谢！不是我爱计较，我比较情愿把那笔钱当作奉献也不要再和你有任何瓜葛，这就是我的原则。
当一个女生爱到了，她会为他奋不顾身。会为他付出所有的一切， 这包括了金钱，青春，肉体或者更多。 如果你是遇到懂得珍惜你的人，今后可说是一身的福气。反之，你是后者的话，只能感叹遇人不淑。
从友人口中得知关于他的故事。。。故事说着一个女生和一个男生从认识到相爱到冷战。其间男生向女生拿了一次又一次的钱，而女生为了帮自己爱人渡过难关，也都一一付出了所有。连最重要的贞节也付出了。。。但是，她得不到他的回报。他们间中有了第三者，她也彻底崩溃了。。
她开始反思这段情，她付出过的一切，天啊！为什么我付出的得不到正比！她向他摊牌，他只说了他不要分手以及会解决另一个她。但是，一切都只是他的花言巧语。这样的关系就这样持续着。。
因为故事中的主角我都相识，我感到惊奇，这件事都已这么久了而我却浑然不知。一个在你身边了这么久你都不了解他，我觉得知人知面不知心。
最近，我在追看日剧，木村拓哉的“change”， 我也明白了原来认真努力的男人最有魅力，那种积极的态度，朝着自己梦想努力奋斗的人，简直就是一百分！我想只有这样的男子才能深深地吸引着我。这也是我为什么之前我对前任男友放不开的原因吧！我在想如果他已不是那个努力工作的人，我也不会喜欢他了吧！他最感动我的一句话不是什么肉麻的话，而是对不起我因为病了而表现不好，我会做得更好的！我想为你努力奋斗的人远远胜过花言巧语的人吧！
姐姐妹妹们，大家就当心了。不要被爱情冲昏了头，要知道没几个男人是靠得住的，理性的面对另一半的要求，不管是性或者是钱财。要知道到最后不管是好是坏你都要自己承担。
而我亲身经历则是不管是性或者是钱财，我都有我的把关点。不管多爱都好，都要守住自己的贞操，我是一个基督徒，我才不想为了谁而把我的神得罪，我必须负责一切的后果，牧师也说过sex outside the marriage is dirty。金钱虽说是身外物，我的就是我的，所以你欠我的请还回。我讲话很绝，我会把你说到很惨，当然有人是领教了我的厉害，最后乖乖与我合作，谢谢！不是我爱计较，我比较情愿把那笔钱当作奉献也不要再和你有任何瓜葛，这就是我的原则。
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
work start lor..
My first day at the company is horrible. My company is Investment Company while I don’t have any idea about that. They taught me so many things until my mind was blank. I even felt that my head is pain. Argh!!!!! What they told me make me felt that I very stupid because I don’t have any idea about it.
After a good rest, I think to quit this job. Haha… But, I will not gain anything for there. So, I decided to make a change and I want learn how to do investment. So, I switch from the mood of I hate this job to I love this job. Well, it is just like that and it is done.
But, I felt that blessing from God is so much! I get a lot of job offers. Today, I get offer to work as recruiter for IBM. But, it is located at Cyberjaya so I did not take their offer.
After I back slide for a long time, the only thing I done after I quit the job is go back to church. I attend the service, prayer meeting, cell group meeting and Morning Prayer. I want to slide back to God. Especially, the prayer meeting of today, I felt presence of God is so strong and I begin to visualize so many thing. I think that Christian Life is very important to me.
Now, it is month of March! The agreement between Eunice and me ended soon.. I can start dating with other guys again. Wahaha.. My expectation is very high on my partner. I rather alone than suffer in a relationship.
After a good rest, I think to quit this job. Haha… But, I will not gain anything for there. So, I decided to make a change and I want learn how to do investment. So, I switch from the mood of I hate this job to I love this job. Well, it is just like that and it is done.
But, I felt that blessing from God is so much! I get a lot of job offers. Today, I get offer to work as recruiter for IBM. But, it is located at Cyberjaya so I did not take their offer.
After I back slide for a long time, the only thing I done after I quit the job is go back to church. I attend the service, prayer meeting, cell group meeting and Morning Prayer. I want to slide back to God. Especially, the prayer meeting of today, I felt presence of God is so strong and I begin to visualize so many thing. I think that Christian Life is very important to me.
Now, it is month of March! The agreement between Eunice and me ended soon.. I can start dating with other guys again. Wahaha.. My expectation is very high on my partner. I rather alone than suffer in a relationship.
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