I just can't figure out myself

when I felt stress and lost, I'll unconsciously dial Tim's number. oh, god!!

sometimes, when we want consult something, we need dial our own number so we check further. once again, I dial his number again.. Haih.. deep in my heart, he still stand a special place.

I so stress after I look at new timetable at gym. all of Myke's class has 2 instructor, meaning that he didn't came and someone else will replace him. I don't want le!! I pissed till I felt headache. yawn!!

can Myke tell me that which class he want attend? I don't to go without his presence. eeeeeeeee.....